Monument
The old
man couldn't see his wife. The living
room was black. He knew when she stared
at him though, and when she gazed into nothing.
He sat in his chair. She sat in
the facing sofa. He sweated and almost
fainted from the heat. The shack was
boarded shut. The door had a piece of
plywood nailed over the inside. The two
windows were filled with boards. He
could look through a knothole at the bears.
The glass was smashed.
The old
woman mumbled against him. From the
kitchen at the rear he heard his grandson move.
The boy liked to stay near the peanut butter. That was all they had left to eat. He liked to be near the bucket of water. That was all they had left to drink. For days after the faucets stopped, the
grandson sloshed the liquid around as fun.
The old man made him stop. The
kitchen was black too. The old man
clenched his teeth until they hurt. He
wanted the grandson and his wife gone.
He opened his mouth but the teeth still hurt.
Snarls
and growls came at the front door. Bears
banged against the clapboard shack wall.
They tore at each other. Their
teeth sliced into fur and meat. They
ripped with sharp claws at face and belly.
At first the bears had eaten dogs and deer. The county was emptied of that meat. Then black and brown bears ate striped and
yellow bears. Ground bears caught tree
bears. The old man looked for but hadn't
seen a grizzly.
The
sound of wood tearing came from the kitchen.
He tensed and felt happy for death.
Instead, the grandson screamed in ecstasy and ran outdoors.
His
wife laughed in the dark. The old man
pushed with effort out of his chair. He
stood. He became dizzy because he had
sat so long, and the heat. A blacker
black filled then cleared from his eyes.
He stumbled from chair to table into the kitchen. Light pushed in from the sides of the opened
plywood. Light hurt his eyes. He hated light. He hated the grandson for disturbing
him. The boy was to stay a few days
while his parents, with a farm down the dirt road, visited relatives in
Nashville for the last time. The
grandson was a nuisance. He ate their
food until all that was left was the peanut butter. He drank their water until the bucket was next
to empty. The old man grabbed a pot
sitting on the electric stove.
Electricity cut off weeks before.
The phone stopped. Then the
faucets dried up so the only water was a stream in the woods among the
bears. He wedged his skeleton against
the loose plywood. He banged in the bent
nails with the back of the pot. A few
points stuck in the door frame. The
kitchen went black again. The old man
felt better.
When he
woke in his living room chair he was a few seconds being sure he woke. The room was thick with heat. Decades before, when he was a farmer, he
liked heat in the summer. He worked
hard. His heart beat loud. He moaned.
His wife snored from their bedroom.
She had become senile. As she got
old she wouldn't help him around the shack.
She made noises. He wanted rid of
her. The old man went to the kitchen for
a sip of water. He stuck his head in the
bucket for two sips though there was little water left. He looked out the window through a crack in a
board. The sky was blue. The hills were dark green. The light hurt his eyes. Scattered in the back yard were heaps of bone
and fur. Bears died stripped of meat. A few dead bears were piled in a mound where
he figured the grandson's carcass was.
The mound was at the edge of the soy bean field. A farmer down the road sharecropped the field
since the old man got tired of work. A
brown bear ran across his weed-grown yard chased by a black bear.
Night
came. The dark of the living room became
darker. Heat rose to a peak he barely
stood then eased a little. Growls and
bangings of bears decreased. Bird calls
came, the owl and the crow. His tongue
lolled out. The old woman mumbled harder
against him. She walked back to the
bedroom. He stayed in his chair blank
from the heat or dreaming in strips back to his regular days. His wife cooked hours then, chicken and corn
he raised. His daughter was cute and
good to show off to his neighbors. He
hunted squirrel and coon in the Tennessee hills. From the River he hooked bass and catfish he fried. He couldn't get enough of farm work then, the
row. TV shows came to talk about, and
there was church to meet people on Sundays.
His wife to kiss. There was the
St. Patrick's Day parade in Erin, and the Okra Festival in Fulton at the
harvest. Christmas. He couldn't taste anymore, not even
oranges. A few months before, he heard
the radio news: All the bears in the
world were migrating toward his county.
He
slept in his chair. Morning came. The black was lighter black. Bears roared and banged in the front
yard. The air got swelter hot another
day. He squinted through a knothole when
bears roared so loud it hurt his hearing.
His hearing was still good. Black
bears fought over a brown bear where his wife's flower beds had been along the
dirt road. Bears banged into his truck,
turned over and burned. They ran, chased
or chasing, by the dozen. Even bear meat
was growing scarcer the more bears arrived.
He had wondered what happened to bears running from foreign
countries. Maybe those bears drowned in
the ocean. He was disappointed he hadn't
seen a polar bear. He got tired. All he wanted to hear about bears was on the
radio before electricity quit. He sat in
his chair across from her again. He
heard her whine. He wished he could quit
hearing too.
A few
hours later he had to drink more water.
The heat made his mouth cotton dry.
The bucket was empty. He licked
the bottom, which was still cool and wet.
He heard his wife coming from the living room. He closed his eyes in time not to see any of
her in the dark. A few days before, a
ray of light like a line threaded through a front knothole and swept over her
on the sofa. He glimpsed two red eyes
wide open and gray jowls. He glimpsed
her claw against her cheek and her white hair in tangles. She was naked.
He sat
in his chair. Soon he heard wood being
chipped away. He had been afraid a bear
would find how flimsy the plywood and boards were. The old man stood up. The chipping came from inside. He sat down.
The naked old woman pulled at the plywood with her fingers until the few
nails pulled loose. He heard her awkward
steps on the back porch. The roars
started. He was tense she might bring
the bears too close. He hurried to the
kitchen best he could. With the pot he
banged the nails in the frame again.
Even fewer stuck. The growls were
loud. He looked out a board crack. Black bears streamed from the woods at both
sides of the shack. Dozens of black
bears wrestled in a knot over his wife.
He turned away. She hadn't said she
loved him for years. They had loved,
slowly, warmly, when they were young.
The shack was so hot he didn't think long. He forced his breath. He licked the bottom of the water bucket
again, but the tin was hot and dry. The
porcelain toilet was dry too when he licked it.
That
night he hardly had enough saliva to wet his mouth. He ate a few fingers-full of the peanut
butter, scraping the glass bottom of the big jar. The brown paste was dry. He had to work for the spit to get it
down. He felt free without his grandson
and his wife in the shack. He sat in a
chair at the kitchen table where he'd wanted to sit all along. Food he used to eat was what he pictured: Catfish and hushpuppies. His tongue swelled thicker in his mouth. He decided to sleep in his living room chair;
his mouth was on fire. Fire was what he
thought of.
Heat
woke him many times in the night. Heat
kept his sleep shallow. He woke at
sunrise exhausted in a chair full of sweat.
No thought stayed more than a few seconds of thirst and heat. Thoughts came by the dozens that died
fragments. He had to drown his throat in
water. The stream was a hundred yards in
the woods by the shack. The old man
fought taking the bucket to the stream.
He messed around the rooms feeling the furniture. The overalls he'd worn for weeks bothered him
with their touch. He shed them fast as
he could. He got naked. His teeth ached. His body radiated heat like a fire. His eyes burned.
The
bucket rattled when he picked it up from the kitchen sink. The plywood opened at the touch of his
fingers. He stumbled through the back
porch. The sky was blue. The sun was a red circle over the hills. His eyes became black from the sunlight. He had to close them then felt
weak-headed. The back yard dawned into
sight. His heart hurt. Piles of bones and fur rose scattered in the
weeds. An extra big heap rose over his
grandson, and an even bigger heap over his wife, dozens of dead bears. The air stunk. A black bear sniffed where the pump house lay
on its side. The bear rose on its back
legs. The old man rushed best he could
down the steps and toward the woods. He
wasn't able to run. A second black bear
rounded the far corner of the shack.
The old
man limped toward the stream in the dark woods.
The bucket banged in his hand.
Behind rose one roar, then other roars.
The stream gurgled ahead, hidden by the tree trunks. Pounding shook the ground behind him. A black bear's claw swiped a chunk out of his
back. He was on fire. Claws tore into the thin meat of his chest
and his face as he fell on the leaves.
He was a flame. A black weight of
fur fought on top of the human. Black
bears bunched in a fury. Tens of black
bears ate each other, then hundreds of black bears, and in a day thousands of
black bears. The dead fell in a mound
big as a hill over him.
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